Tuesday | October 16, 2007

New post??

Okay people!!! or mayb just a few...Some siao siao gurl was complaining to me a few days back that I don't update my bloggy.well..My reply was"ONLY BLOG DURING HOLS=)"....although I think it was just my laziness.kee^.^
My finals are going to end nxt Thurday...Totally can't wait and I'll be finally free from all my text books!!!WEE....Just finished studying Kh...Hopefully everything I memorise Is STILL in ma head =s.....*mau*..Ok enough of the past and future.

PRESENT!!

Today I woke up with a little unusual(ness).I kindda like have this freaky dream that took place in SU...don't wanna write out...It was complicated(such excuess)Tongue out.It Reminded me about the past and a little special someone.I know it's been months but....As "genius" Michael bubble(howeva u spell his name) says or sings, whichev u prefer.how can u mend a broken heart.U guys might be like..."It's just a crush!He's stupid!!get on with your life already !" Its easy to say but try being me for once.Imagine the guy who have brought so much joy and laughter to your life brought u equal sadness.It's like bringing sum1 up just to push them down..IN simple WORDS:A part of me is missing.Eventhough since the past incident,ppl think that he's been forgotten by me and that I moved on but the truth is actually,Everyday,I'll think of those precious moments we had together(not in a romantic way!in a friendy friend way=))I remember that his first question to me was"must me mark this?" & My reply was "i think so"..*sigh*

For today I kindda push K aside.Today,the only thing that crossed my mind was N.I went through all mypast pictures of him that I had from std 4 to std6(I did not stalk or took the pics from other ppl,I took them myself WITH HIM KNOWING=))Tears started rolling down my cheeks.Im a emotional personEmbarassed.How can u just forget and move on with ur life knowing that part of it was actually missing??Right now,Im just trying to find another piece to fix the broken heart=)...starting with K.But at second thought,Is the original piece the only piece that completes the be wondering I nvr let out a single word abt this.It was cuz broken heart??=s...sum of u guys might understand...now u guys might none will ever understand.And Y would I think that way??

Xin Xing:"since I've stopped liking Kumanan,I've nvr really liked anyone seriously."
Annesha:"Merajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajblablablablabla...."

Piggy said so^although now i think she doesnt mean it since  she likesmun hong...Sumtimes,I just feel that I get pushed aside.And I'm only needed when there's no mun hong.That's what I feel.And Annesha..?meraj defines her...So pratically no one really helps..as Even i think that the only person who understands me is.........Me...

You must be wondering why I've been typing abt the N problem for so lOng..HE WAS ALL I WAS THINKING ABT THE WHOLE DAY(besides kh)

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror
What I see

And piggy stop giving me bad rep....xX...
-Jessica-



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Tuesday | August 28, 2007

Haih

~SATURDAY

Cant really remember much act.oh yeah...Xing came then she ate her dinner in my house =D.ITS ALL COMING BACK TO ME.oo yeah^^.Then I ask her to sleepover and her dadee approved!!lol...So My mom drived her back to collect her stuff.She took her bath while I fool around her room...donjt think the wrong thing ar!!!Then we went back to my hse.We did stuff which I cant remember.All i could recall was that We talked till 6 in the morning abt guys (Sunday!)lol.

~Sunday

We talk till 6 lar...while listening to Jmac...Woke up at 2>.<Kena scolded by mom 4 waking up late and missin church xD...gila Farni..Then we ate popia 4 lunch>.>!!!!By 4 Xingy left...Then I  was so lonely T.T around 6 something I went to Pasar malam and bought 2 tops ^^!!!and some drink..had sate 4 dinner.Wont blog much edi since school reopen>.<!
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Monday | August 27, 2007

Multi~
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Friday | August 24, 2007

na-aa=(

Okae...Im posting yesterday's blog todae cuz...well,its complicated.=)Yesterday,B4 I  could wake up,The whole gang was already banging my room door.I was like OMGOMGOMG!!! suppose to wake up earlier.stupid alarm din turn out right.I was like " WAIT!! changing,changing!" then I change and brushed my teeth. surely I cant greet my guest with bad breath can I?Then I open the door.fooh~ they all like ceroboh my room.Open my closet la,play with my stuff la,sleep on my bed x). I was like applying my toner and stuff.So to keep them bz I on the radio.Jenny was playing on Fly Fm...then they started to dance=.='...well oni hand movements la.The clothes off was the next song in qeaue.Esther and xing was like shouting and high 5-ing while audrey was still checking out my closet.It wasnt long till we went down to watch the movies la.First we watched The simpsons,then after that A walk to remeber staring mandy moore and shane west.Quite touching la the story.I like the ost Only hope ^.^listening to it right now.After that Audrey played the piano while 3 of us listened. soo nice...after that we ss-ed like mad.After that audrey had an idea of doing a small sketch abt mun hong and xing...so farni...x)laugh like mad.xing was still emailing mun hong at that time.haih...after that I changed my clothes and off we went to Mun hong's house.We passed by Wai chun's house and Audrey was like WAI CHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then his maid came out and told her that we was not in.Then we continued out jourmey to mun hong's la.We went into his hse and started aa-ing x).we were like taking over his hse and he jz watch helplessly.dumb right?Then that idiot stepped my foot.giler pain. T.TI started to curse him xP...when we got out of his hse,the other 3 wanted to go to devyoni's hse so I jz follow lo.Sadly she was out.So we all jz went back to my hse.The audrey played the piano again^^...cant get enuff of her talent xD.haih.Then again we ssed!!!around 7, Esther went home T.T. Audrey was still stuck with us so all ss lo.the 3 of us.at 7.15 we were watching a chinese drama which was nice.although adurey watched it 4 fun.=.='...lol..By 8,We left the hse.My mom dropped Audrey home and sent xing and I to tuition.I felt like killing myself in tuition.I couldnt do anything right!!!I was like so dumb..I almost burst into tears.I dont know what came into me.4 the whole time I din say a single word to kaelan at all.T.TI felt so bad.Talking to him is like part of my daily routine.haih.Things got worse when my mom did not allow me to sleepover xingy's hse.I came back and splattered the house with suace^^>daring aint i?after that I came oniline.I chatted with  Wai Chun till 2 sumthing cuz he couldn't take it,so he went to sleep lo.After that soon also I went offline and turn on the radio and sms-ed xing till 4.20.Then I sleep.Todae,I woke up  at 1 sumthing reaching 2 =S...I'l probably write again ltr.or mayb not.
Jessica
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Wednesday | August 22, 2007

Hapee Burfday Esthee!!

Today was Esther's day..*wink*.nywayz,I woke up at 12++ Cuz I slept TOO early..xP.arnd 3 sumthing. I woke up,went down and saw my mom and bro watching some documentary so I jz watch la...what kind of documentary?Dont need to noe ;)After that I ate lunch and went up to change. few minutes later I went out walking la...sedang menuju ke rumah Esther bersama xingy. Giler panas.when we reached Esther's house we wished her.I wished her sarva Particle xP.Its a suprise you c.So,yeah. We went there and Esther was still in her pjs'. So we had to wait  4 her to bathe and stuff. while waiting,Lydia helped to entertain.Finally she came down and we gave her her present,A necklace with a clover pendant. hope u like it ^^...Thenn after that we started taking pics of each other. Esther peverted took a pic of ma butt>.<...she ar...After that i felt hungry so Esther,xing and I started curi makaning chicken with fried garlic.xD...so nicee...We also had brownies.yum!!hehehe...Then after that Xingy started to help esther with her hw. while Esther washed her pencil box.after that she started doing her theory hw.I was like watching both of them doing their work TT...then we started to play with Esther's phone vibrator...aaa...Now that part was funny.laugh and laugh till xing could not concerntrate on her work.After that, my mum fetched us,xingy and I .My mom went to ss14 to buy rojak.she also treated  me and xingy to justeas^^...After that I asked her to pass by SKSJ...miss it soo much.TT.then we passed by mamak Bistro.I was like telling xingy abt it.It was once my world..so It was sumthing like a tour to her.wahaha.Then I showed her Naz's punyer hse.Then after that my mom dropped her home lor..I felt really  sleep after I came home.I was greeted by Chrissy.mwahhx..I didn't eat mua dinner...now I feel hungry =X...Tommorrow having movie marathon. Cant wait xD...!!yeah

 

Jessica
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Tuesday | August 21, 2007

maniac mania ~ =X

Today,I woke up around 12 ++...ahahax...around 1 sumthing I went to Subang Parade with xin xing...had to walk with heels..TT...suffer much??We have to cross the roads lyk DOWH...damn funny while we waited 4 the cars to stop,we will be talking...we talk so much till the traffic light even turn form red to green edi...we din even realise..then we started laughing lyk insane people...giler farni...we reached SP after 10 minutes I guess...Our first stop was at  Memory lane...so giler cacat...oh yeah..we went there to buy Esther's gift...^.^...search till wanna die..couldn't find anything suitable...then we walk around .all in a sudden,MATTHEW!!!...I was like hiding 4rm him...xing said that he wasnt cute...but HE is...!!!totally hawt.xP...then we went to Nova cell.Instead of searching 4 Esthey's gift,We Xingy got carried away with plastic handphone cassings-.-'...Had to pull her To bonita...where I bought my headband and other stuff...B4 that we went to sum shop to buy drinks...ahh...refreshing....After finishing our mission,(buying Esther's gift) We went to MPH .We read some magazines...Although It was boring but got nth better to do..I took oni like 10 minutes to read a 30+ page mag while she took ages...I had to wait for her....she read like sum kid...oh yeah...4got oso...we saw other series of  mun hong's book...er...4got the name ady...sumthing sumthing What? After that walked back home..as usual, we talk while we waited 4 the traffic light...we were so relived by the time we reached the eric leong bilboard thing...a few minutes later...I heard weird monkey-ish sounds so I turned around..I was amused as I saw a few malay guys swinging on the bliboards...Then I told Xingy about that...when they noticed that xing n I saw them,They stop monkeying around...unexpectedly,They followed us..we had to run...Whatmore...me with heelz...luckily I was used to it...we din't turn back so we din't really know wetherthey continued to follow us.We rushed into xx hse and hid bhind the kancil =.='!!!a moment later she open her house door and of course we went in lar...We told each other how freaked out we were...but then later we were back to our normal selves.We started SS-ing xD...by 5.15,we walked to Esther's house...on the way we were like giler alert...we turn 360 degrees almost every minute to check wether there's anyone.Then Esther gave us a call...she was like "where r u??" then xing n I had to explain everything to her...and she was like membebeling...I wasnt listening though...We went to her house after that. shoo nice..I was curious,so I did a lil exploration at her hse^^Esther 4gotten to tell her kakak not to cook...she kena marah by her sis...lol...Lydia pulak was like so into our phones...xP...(xingy and I)...We saw Lydia's set of drums...so nice...we started to fool around with it...haha^^After that,auntie ong sent us home..now im ryte here...lolx...and yesterday's matter is like so unbothered edi by me...Hu cares??If cammie and li zhung hates me,Hate me...I dont  care...I got better things to worry abt...I was more relived went I knew that he did not belives lI Zhung's crap....

"IF 5 MILLION PPL HATES ME & 3 MILLION PPL LIKES ME,I'D RATHER CARE ABOUT THE 3 MILLION PPL AND THE REST CAN GO TO HELL"

  Jessica
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U can be such an idiot without realizing~

Today,woke up early for piano clazz.yer...>.<...i was lyk so reluctant to bangun..i oni did jz cuz my piano teacher  suppose to bring my new music sheet "when you're gone"....turn up,she came in telling me that ppl were to stingy and they dint reply her request 4 the sheets.i was like so geram!!ish nyr...babi setan =)My piano class finished at 10.45 i think...I was suppose to go out with xx 2day...i din know it was reschdueled till tommorow>.<...after that,i went online...tok to xingy,invited her over...she complain but in the end she came la...hehe...Im irrisistable...che wah xD...she came...then she started sitting on the floor play with CC . she was like sum beggar maniac saje...tsktsk...then we talked and played some music la...after that we went upstairs...we comment on my class picture.B4 that,xingy was screaming at a piece of paper which happens to be some guy's punyer poster...2 her he's cute. to me...shyte wei =D...lol...after that we came down...this tyme both of us was playing with cc...she started carrying xingy so lame keychain everywhere with her mouth...haha...so noobish...then when its heavy 4 her...she'll jz leave the keychain on the floor.And xx got her keychain back...WET...xP.after that we ate Ice Cream!!! X3...so cold...LMAO...after that I got ready 4 tuition...2day was mini skirt and pink top~^^...after that I walked to her house with heelz...TT...lucky tak ede blisters or wert...after that we chat n chat in her room la...by the time it reached 7.30,we went to her aunt's house.to eat!!!^.^..we ate porrigde...PLOOP!hahahax...then after that, her auntie sent us to tuition...CLIMAX *drums roll*...2day sial sial boring mad...had to do revision...and xing xing shouted out"theres you boyfriend" when kaelan entered the class...MALU nyer...>=x...then class went on...few minutes b4 tuition ended,Li zhung told me this "Cammie & I were gossiping abt u at her house cuz we dont lyk you"I was like so...TT...senyap giler...then he started whispering to Kaelan sum crap...Cammie If you are reading this...pls honestly tell me wether itz true...I wun get mad or anything...jz tell me if there's anything wrong with me...I will fix myself...4 sure...okae...as I was saying...akibatnyer daripada Li Zhung,I went home,damn sad...giler terpengaruh by Li zhung's words and cried...Li Zhung...think b4 talking plz...cuz watever u say might jz backfire...especially wen Im around =).After that went online..told Xingy this...then she cheered me up by saying stuff...It kindda help...especially when she says that "word"...It makes me smile...haih...Live's been complicating lately...But I jz got to live with it,don't I???And I don't want Li Zhung to pengaruh Kaelan!!!x3!!!!wateva you do Li Zhung pls dont destroy ma friendship with Kaelan & Cammie...Im begging you...Curse me or anything ...what the heck...I dont care....jz dont go anywhere near of destroying my friendship..I'm the pilot of my own life...you dont have to highjack it!!(or howeva u spell it)...Destroy ur lyfe 4 all I Care...jz dont do it to mine...there r oni 4 things that complete my life.

  • God
  • Family & Friends
  • HIM(it alwayz changes though xD)
  • education

So watever you do,nvr touch any of those things in my life...

P.S. if Kaelan doesn't like me...well...then that's another story...and I'm saying this in a really nice way 4 u Li Zhung. Dont Misunderstand me...Im soree 4 what Ive done to you but ryte now I jz feel lyk ...

Jessica
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Sunday | August 19, 2007

Cute guyz~!!*drool*

Today's Sunday.So,I gotta get up early 4 mass.TT...so tired nyer...In anyway,I woke up early than usual which is 7.20 a.m although my handphone was set 15 NOT  20 =D.I brush my teeth la then blablabla.Then put moisturizer.I used the lst of it. Crycontinueing on,then put oxy 5 thing,then toner.to make it simple,I use alot of crap on my face xD.after that I change for church, and tied my hair into a half.I woke up at 7.20 and I got ready by 7.55 xP.if you know me,Im vain.as ppl say Beauty is PAIN. but the vain nvr complain ^-^.by 8.15 we left the hse 4 church.I saw the cute guy again. @.@ then I saw matthew.also cute la.but not as cute as the other guy.The i look to my right.then to my left. then I saw fish's punya parents pula >.<(Fish aka matt) .Father Simon was the priest 4 the first session today so yeah.Half the time I wasn't in mass though.as in my thoughts.hehe.was thinking abt sumthing really dumb. After church,I saw Q-hong and aaron's dadee.he was not with him though.but watevUndecidedThe I ate breakfast at Macd. mac muffin WITH egg xD...sho nice.Then started to talk abt form 4 sejarah.the unfairness abt it >=o after that bro had sum violin class while me & mumee went to buy chrissy her "bonebone" . In the pet shop I saw a shi tzu and shnauzer(how da hell do u spell it?) .I tell you,U look in the eyes,ur heart melt oso. so CUTE!!! not to mention ADORABLE. like soft toy.sho small. TT...my mom was short of money so had to go to da bank lor...b4 going back to the pet shop,I had my hair cut.I miss my hair alredi...waaa!!!!!T.T...as I was saying, We went back to the pet shop.While my mom was paying 4 cc's bonebone,I was babytalking the shnauzer & shi tzu.So cute O...we left the shop and went to the car service shop thing.we collected my mumee's care then left for town.cc's had a cheese flovoured bonebone,and another 2 pepermint.so...swtz =.='....Then we went to Bangsar village.I tell you xiau giler...the shopz there all designer's shop.so niceee!!!we went there to eat a tiramisu cake but I ended up eating a black forest one...hehe.xP...After that my brother went to MPH.mumee & I walked around...I wanted to buy a pair of shoes REALLY BADLY...sadly,my mom(tupeed) din check the price simply say it was rm100 & was out of her budget then i throw temper lor..I was the oni wan hu din buy anythingTT...my mom ask me to go to the other buliding but since I merajuk no mood edi lo...although I kind of regret.I came back tore & a 1 bux...hehe...as in seriously then give myself a manicure.retard manicure TT....then I went to sleep.Then nwo I wake up edi lor....Still grumpy...and now Im refusing to eat dinner.tupeed...*merajuk rajuk* !@(#&!(@(....haih....I wonder what will happen tomorrow.plan to go to Sunway...Harap I wun be malaz lar...akakaka...wait akaka sounds so chinesy....eyer...*shiver* anywayz...I see Chrissy playing with her stupeed bone ryte now -.-'...now she's coming closer.Lets hope I wont kick her again this time =/...

Jessica

P.S.hapee burfday korkor Kaelan!!!Now you're officially older than me...ahahax.

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Saturday | August 18, 2007

August school break~